I'm a man who has learned many things in life.
I have made mistakes along the way and these have led to a few regrets.
I dont fully understand life, but I know for certain, I wouldn't want to do it again.

Life has challenged me all too often and a couple of times it's almost taken my life.
In each of these challenges, the person I was quickly becomes history and I develop a new personality. I look the same, but never feel the same. Sounds strange, but it is most certainly true for me.
I am sick of the challenges. I dont feel them to be lessons because of the changes in my mental health and overall wellbeing each and every time.
I simply want to find happiness and be allowed to see life through with my happiness and not live in fear that the rug will be pulled from under me all the time.

From here on. Manipulation and the tests of life shall be carefully looked at.
I am my own god, responsible for myself and my own happiness.
When I find it again, look out anyone who tries to remove it.